Posted by FindingMyDesire on September 29, 2009, at 0:05:05
Hi Babblers. Long time, no write - or read. I'm supposed to be writing for my therapy session tomorrow to try to explain what I'm feeling cause I won't be able to say it in person.
I feel for you, Daisym, in your post, "Need help understanding these tears"
But really I came here to read something like that and know that I'm not alone. All I do is take from this site so don't bother writing back unless you don't mind the totally selfish mood I'm in.
I'm just so angry right now I could bust. And I feel alone, despite my T's supportive response back to my 3 angry messages. And then I left her a crying one thanking her and telling her (in my most pathetic and unattractive way) how much I need her and love her.
And now I'll have to face her tomorrow.
Am I REALLY still going through this cycle with her????????????? After 3 years?????????????
I just don't want to feel alone. So, I'm poking around here...
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thread:918902
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