Posted by obsidian on May 13, 2009, at 21:36:59
In reply to Re: I am going to lose my f'ing mind...(violence trigg » obsidian, posted by FindingMyDesire on May 13, 2009, at 0:24:13
> Hi Obsidian,
> Gosh, I'm so sorry to hear about your work situation. And especially the short session - just when you not only need it, but need some work on your relationship with him. Right? Geez. 2 minutes.thanks for responding, I'm kind of afraid that my level of anger might be scaring people off
yup, I have to say that really left me in a bad place> How often do you go? Any chance for a reschedule? How does he process the being-late-due-to-emergency-calls thing with you? That seems super important right now.
I go once a week, tomorrow in fact. I am going to have to bring it up, but part of me just wants to stop being let down (which isn't really conducive to therapy so I might as well not go). I don't want to be reminded of my relative insignificance in this world.
> Work situations/cultures/dynamics are hard to change. I wish for you whatever it takes to appreciate yourself when no one else is. Do you have any allies there? I'm just so sorry it's so awful.I have friends and we commiserate. We all want to leave, it's really awful. We spend our time thinking of other things we'd rather do, it helps us get through. I've got some things I'm going to do this summer (non work related), and I'm going to try to appreciate myself and my work the best I can. I guess I have to ignore everything else lest I go insane.
((((((((((((((((((((Obsidian)))))))))))))))))))))
thanks, I really needed that :-)
-sid
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> FindingMyDesire
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