Posted by CharlieGrll on April 25, 2009, at 22:09:10
Hi.
I feel bad because this is my first post and it is all about me but I honestly don't know where to go. I have been working with my T for 10 years.
My T has cancer. Diagnosed 12 months ago. Secondaries in his liver. There ain't no getting better from secondaries in the liver.
We have talked about his illness. He was diagnosed 2 weeks after my mother was with secondaries in her liver. I cared for her. so we got to talk alot about living with a terminal illness. His health has travelled a lot better than Mom's. She died last October. (Dad died 3 years ago)
Til now. I was going to see him for my weekly session but I had a cold. He asked me not to come because his immune system is shot. I understood 100%. I rang to make another time to find out he was in hospital. He has been bed ridden since Easter. So of course I have not got to see him.
Grief upon grief. Panic. My world is upside down and I don't know what to do. He has always been there~ my sane island in a world of chaos. I can't talk to him to work out what to do.
So I'm here.
poster:CharlieGrll
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