Posted by B2chica on February 24, 2009, at 10:17:25
In reply to Re: still here..., posted by HappyChaiTea on February 24, 2009, at 8:56:46
not post yet. i'm only a couple months along. due in late september.
but off all meds.
last time i never felt 'emotionally' better.
this time...not so much.i feel, distant. small.
not much of what we think matters, really matters at all.
..and very physically drained.i think i'm also tired of my DH cr@p.
he's undiagnosed borderline PD.
but fits to a T.
now he's very obsessive about money. even if we have some, he freaks out if i spend $30 on groceries...God forbid he should get off his @ss and offer to get them (and actually get what we need).
plus he's feeling down because his work is seasonal and hasn't been working much lately. so he's p@ssy about that too.********
sry, enough complaining for today.
i wish i could just lay my head down and space for a while.b.
poster:B2chica
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