Posted by JayMac on November 3, 2008, at 14:02:27
Today is not a good day. That pretty much sums it up. I did a lot of crying last night. Wasn't able to write a paper that I have due tonight (my class is right after work). Hopefully I can do the paper during my lunch break. Last night I was beginning to feel okay about me and my T. Then today, I don't know......I don't know what to do. All these feelings are WAY WAY WAY intense. I was feeling okay last night, then this morning, I don't want to see her anyhow. I understand, but I don't. I know what's going on conceptually, but that's not enough.
Then, I come to work. I have a ton of stuff to do. My manager is aware of this. Yet, she keeps asking me to do a million things. I feel like crying. I'm at work. I can't think straight. I was outside for a couple minutes and I started thinking that maybe I need a break from my T. Work is my biggest stress right now, followed by my T. School is not nearly as stressful as therapy or work. My line of work is falling apart. The economy is effecting us more than the company would like to believe.
I just need to vent.
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