Posted by rskontos on October 22, 2008, at 19:14:25
In reply to Re: I need a new me...., posted by muffled on October 22, 2008, at 18:57:38
Well muffled, you at least made me laugh! get off for a wee bit and then go back to sh@t another day!
Yeah I know dd stuff takes time but I am not a naturally patient person and this whole spilling your guts out is not natural either to someone that has held all secrets my whole life.
What i mean is I need to commit fully or not at all. I need to try harder and stop babbling each session but say something meaningful. I mean the conversation I have with him in my head so that I at least feel better. But then again I think would I feel better telling him these private thoughts. See what I mean about getting off that wee pot thing? I think myself in circles.
I cannot committ to anything. School, volunteering, I can't find a job I am a) either qualified or b) I find interesting. I could teach but I don't want to. I am burned out on that.
I don't want to volunteer teaching either. I am just burned out on it.
I am also burned out on me.
But thanks for the laugh.
What stabilization and basic life skills. I only seem to possess survival ones.
rsk
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