Posted by Amanda29 on September 29, 2008, at 19:52:02
In reply to Re: I HAVE NO ONE., posted by Looney Tunes on September 29, 2008, at 19:46:31
I was adopted when I was a day old and so I dont know my birth mother, I am not biologically related to my parents or sister and a lot of times I Can step back from my family and look at them and think...this is what it would be like if I wasnt even here...if I had never been adopted. And I think...they wouldnt even miss me.
Whenever I get angry...I tell myself and my T that in reality I am completely alone because I dont know my biological family, I am not related to the family I am with now...If I hadnt been adopted I wouldnt have my family or my friends...so technically...I have NO ONE.
I could volunteer...I just literally have a fear of going out and doing things...I am scared to leave my house...the only times I leave my house are to go to work ..which is like 2 mins from my house, or to go to the store or to get gas...otherwise I am at home, on my bed, watching Tv and eating. I am such a loser.
I dont want my T to give up helping me because I do want help...Im just scared.
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thread:854813
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