Posted by lemonaide on September 8, 2008, at 11:28:52
In reply to med poopout, T poopout, posted by B2chica on September 8, 2008, at 9:09:50
Hi B2
I think when your said she had no appointments left, after she told you to call anytime if you needed support, has to feel like she somehow led you on. Now you don't trust she is there for you because she wasn't last week, and now you feel alone and vulnerable. I think some trust was lost last week and you need to talk to her about this.
There may have been some reason she couldn't see you on Friday, maybe she had a doctors appointment after her last session or some other plan she couldn't break. I am sure it had nothing to do with you and it may have have been a fluke. You need to talk to her because you felt scared and alone and ready to end your life. She must know this, B2.
The thing about T's is that they will eventually let us down, it sucks, it hurts, but they are human like us. I think she should at least talked to you more on the phone. What are her phone polices?
B2, many people care about you here, babblemail me anytime because I do care. I usually check my emails more than I come to babble.
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