Posted by lemonaide on August 21, 2008, at 15:27:51
I just can't take it anymore, my nights are filled with horror. My husband said I was violently thrashing about last night, making weird sounds,shaking, screaming, he though I was going to hurt him. I only remember waking up after several nightmares shaking, breathing hard.
My mom was chasing after me, and got my kids, even though I did stuff to her with her lit cigarettes that I can't believe I even dreamed about, it makes me feel like I am capable of evil like her. I confronted the relatives about her, some believed me some didn't, but she still got my kids. This scares the hell out of me, my worst fear. I know it was just a dream and I shouldn't be scared of the boogy man, but I am still quite shaken even this afternoon.
I called today to see if my T had an opening, he didn't, so I asked him to call me. He hasn't yet.
I feel like such a freak
poster:lemonaide
thread:847563
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