Posted by raisinb on March 8, 2008, at 8:40:14
In reply to Re: this is extremely strange, posted by Daisym on March 7, 2008, at 22:46:21
Thank you Daisy, I think you're right. I spent a couple of hours crying yesterday, so I know *all* feeling isn't gone.
It may be something to do with the fact that her office is moving in about six weeks and she keeps bringing it up so we can process it.
As I was looking around it the other day, ruminating on how it's been the scene of such intense, transforming and intractable emotions for me, somehow I got to this feeling that I'd been alone in the experience the whole time. That it only happened inside my head and it meant nothing to anybody else. What I said to my T was, "when this is all over there won't be any evidence that it ever happened."
I'm not sure how my thoughts and emotions are working together right now, and I'm having trouble piecing out the connections, but clearly something is surfacing.
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