Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on January 11, 2008, at 8:59:06
In reply to i have no hugs, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on January 11, 2008, at 8:10:18
i feel so down. like kicked in my a*s into a half-frozen mudpuddle with dirty underwear on and I don't know how to pull myself up down.
i hope the thoughts (thots) pass before I start making mistakes.
it's h. he's mad furious at me for suggesting that we see marriage counselor. he is 'perfect' and doesn't want anyone to tell him to change. he doesn't want to change. all he wants is a happy life. i am not part of the 'happy life' equation.
ergo. i am not part of his life. whose life then? what's the point of living this misery?
my spirit is sick. so sick.
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