Posted by muffled on January 7, 2008, at 11:10:38
In reply to Re: Now I scared to goto T » muffled, posted by ClearSkies on January 7, 2008, at 7:27:32
> I think it's OK to be scared (and it's perfectly reasonable to be that way) to go back after a break. My return is tomorrow, and I can't even remember what we were talking about the last time we spoke - yikes! Your T is very persistent, though, Muffled. We can all see that she hasn't given up on you, and so she keeps earning your trust, no? Even though you keep thinking that you don't deserve it.
*hmmm, you a smart cookie CS. Good luck w/going back to your T too! Ya my T is OK. I NEVER in the world thot I could say stuff I have said, or at least written and let her see...
> Sorry that you fell and hit your noggin on the ice. In all my romanticizing of years past when I used to live up north, I do manage to forget that just about every year, I'd have a painful and spectacular fall at some point on the ice. And what I remember most about those falls is doing the quick look-around to see if anyone else had seen it. If I was all alone, then I was OK! No witnesses! Messed up head goes back a loooong way, ha ha!
*ROFL!!! Me too!!!! My kid was there, and I looking to see if anybody saw, and big sigh of releife when noone saw!!!! Silly but true. My neck is sore, and oddly my jaw! But I reckon this old lady did OK.
> So, maybe try to be kind of neutral about today with your T - keep your expectations LOW. That way you won't yourself worked up and scared about what she'll remember to ask about. If you're not happy about the stuff she asks about, tell her it makes you feel funny? Or that you don't know? She'll get it, you know she will.*got another day to wait yet. I see here late morning tomorrow, Tues. She NEVER forces me to talk bout stuff, so thats OK. It just I like her to 'encourage me' to talk cuz I find it SO hard to do. I just have so much ambivalency bout looking at my stuff. I tired of being messed, but afraid to look and see whats inside.
I think I gonna focus more on getting the more concrete stuff in my life together.
Fixing house, tidying, etc.
Thanks for posting to me CS.
Hope you doing OK.
M
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