Posted by star008 on December 30, 2007, at 7:22:43
In reply to Hey » star008, posted by muffled on December 29, 2007, at 18:02:40
Was lonely here without you!! Hope u had a nice time getting away for a few days.I am ok but had a rough time with being sick and then xmas and I was all alone. too isolated.. Too depressing.
VNS is a implant that send electrical impulses to the vagus nerve..Some people have had great results with it but you have to have surgery and they implant something like a pacemaker and it is attached to wires that go up your neck to and are implanted in your vagus nerve.. uggghhh.. I don't want implants or surgery..And I am afraid I would be the one who doesn't respond to it. but I am treatment-resistant, meds don't work well for meSo. it is getting to where there is not much left to try.
dr put me on buspar three times a day.. But anxiety isn't such a problem for me.. Sometimes it gets bad but the depression is wht is destroying me.. Buspar is for anxiety. The P-doc didn't return my call and I had to call him again. makes me angry cuz I don't call often.. it is not like I bug him.. He should know if I call then I need something. It is like he is just not "getting" it but I can't put my finger on it and explain it. He seems to listn but I don't think he really does..But part of me might be angry with him and it is not his fault I don't respond to meds??I don't know if there is a med for DD..Have you heard of any??
My T referred me to a therapist who does "energy" work.. I am not sure I beleive it or not but it has to do with energy fields in the body and how they get screwed up. I have only seen that T once but I don't like it cuz it involves touch and u know we don't like that.. scares the ikids bad. I don't know about this one but I will try awhile more.
I think you are right about dealing with all the parts.. I beleive the same as you.. Without dealing with them you don't have everyone cooperating and they will screw things up..I will keep trying.. Just get so discouraged with things. I don't want to keep living like this..So much of my life is being wasted.. I don';t really live, I just get by and go through the motions every day.. I want to really live.
muffled.. nice to see u back.. hope u are okay..
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