Posted by LadyBug on December 12, 2007, at 17:50:26
I read everyday and I wish I had something insightful to post, but I don't. I know some of you but not all of you. But I care about ALL of you!
I know we all have issues in therapy, with our therapist, with ourselves and it's hard. I'm so glad I can come here and read. I read several times a day, I just don't jump in and post.
I have far too many issues going on in my life. I don't have the energy to respond. I have a load of "****" on my plate right now and it's hard. I'm doing the best that I can. I try to remember my sense of humor, my determination and I always have some hope that things can and will go away or get better. I don't have a whole lot to bring my spirits up right now. I don't care for Christmas and this year is about one of the most trying times of my entire life.
I'm so grateful for my T. She is so awesome and so patient with me. She's been so supportive with me in my darkest hours. I saw her last night and she told me she had a lot of love for me. I know she does, but I have a hard time taking that in sometimes. I'm getting better at it.
I wish everyone will have better times ahead. I can't hardly tolerate my life most the time.I love my T and babble!
I'm still here, just not in a very helpful way and I'm sorry. Many of you give so much and I appreciate it. Even when you share your hard stuff. I always learn something. Sometimes we need to vent and for me this is a good place to do it.
Sorry for not being supportive, but in my heart, there you are, when I read your post.
LadyBug
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