Posted by muffled on December 10, 2007, at 11:22:10
In reply to Re:being split)))))))))muffled, posted by star008 on December 10, 2007, at 9:37:22
> ahhh muffled..
*:-) ahhhh Star!!
> It is not that they consider us total idiots but they haven't seen us take care of ourselves or try to take care of them.. they have seen us be mean and say bad things about them.. yeah, they dont care to talk to us. Mine would rather talk to my T but when i split and she is there she doesn't say anything..She is just so scared toohust for too long. I told my t he will have to talk to them.. I can't always bring out who he wants but I usualy know who it is if one shows up.*yeah...I have had that one kid come out and she is mute. Theres another that comes out and laughs and laughs!!!!!
Sometimes its toughie, he/she is obvo. One time is was EP, not so obvo other than VERY still, like a snake ready to strike. High alert.
I get mixed up w/younger ones. Who is what or who???? I have primarily avoided them...but there are some I know. But its just so WEIRD to feel the kids and it just throws me entirely.
> This is going to take a long time to get through. For me, for you, and everone else who deals with all the peeps.. Yeah,, i knda like tht one too.. reminds me of the marshmallow easter chicks!!.. All the baby birds to take care of..*ya peeps, dunno who started that, was just recent but i like it!
Sigh, long time, lotsa money....is there a way of doing this more economically that you know? My T gives me a cut rate, but still, it adds up...
> My t gets frustrated but not with me.. just the situation and that T's don't alwys know what to do
> LIke they try this and try that we just don't respond like th text book says we should..lol*ROFL!!! I just love your humour! Ya my T has said that I am 'challenging', and that yes I do frustrate her at times, and that I am STUBBORN!!!ROFL!!! (((( T )))) I LOVE that my T is straight up w/me, cuz then I can be straight up w/her, and I can trust her then.
> Gotta watch the addictions muffs... they will slow you down and f..ck up your head..Are you drinking much?? It is hard and I get really depressed and discouraged.. Mythinking isn't so much like yur now but it used to be.. One of the the peeps started throwing all my stuff away one day cuz she hated me so much... damn
*ohhhh. Don't ask. I feel like I am inexorably heading for a crash in slow motion :-( I don't care bout me, but I don't wanto shame my hubby, and I need to be here for my kids.
So Star, where you at now? How would you describe your journey so far? Maybe it would be helpful for me? so I can try and not make same mistakes or mebbe theres shortcuts or SOMEthing. I am LAZY. I want it to be easy.
I have no emotions-I dunno who said that but they wanted to so WTF.
Thanks.
M
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