Posted by rskontos on November 25, 2007, at 14:34:28
In reply to Re: This is what I will send my T to discuss...., posted by star008 on November 25, 2007, at 7:05:05
Muffled, I agree with Star if thatkid has memories and pictures and you have so many parts, I would ask why myself. I think there is a reason that you don't know about and don't remember and may not ever. Did you read my thread where Twinleaf pointed out that some of the voices aren't happy or trusting yet where things in therapy are going. That maybe what is going on. thatkid isn't feeling safe or her/his memories are still locked up or feelings are not yet resolved enough to let it all go so you are still feeling so out of sorts and not safe with T yet. The fact you dissociated as a child and adult means something made you feel unsafe. What I don't know and maybe thatkid does and still feels unsafe. Let T help with that for now and see if thatkid can feel better. Then maybe you will. I will be the self destructive part is tied to whatever made you start the dissociation in the first place. I have it too and I have resolved myself to maybe never knowing but at some point hopefully feeling safe enough to let the bad part go. Therapy is hard that is what it is definitely. I guess necessary though. rk
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