Posted by Dinah on November 19, 2007, at 22:39:06
In reply to Re: Will I or Nill I, posted by star008 on November 19, 2007, at 22:27:42
I don't think I want to hold on to the bad things. I think I want to hold on to the good things. Like the belief that no matter what happens mommy and daddy will make sure everything is ok. I think I moved that expectation to my therapist, but I liked leaving it at that. Yeah, it hurt sometimes. But more often it made me feel warm and safe and protected. And at some level I knew it wasn't even true. But that didn't matter.
I think it's time for a good two or three steps straight back.
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