Posted by llurpsienoodle on November 2, 2007, at 5:18:27
In reply to Re: The fantasy that I have a way out. » Sigismund, posted by cactus on November 2, 2007, at 3:52:20
zoloft-buddy,
I am so dreadfully sorry that your meds have given up on youmed-wise, maybe a mood stabilizer would help with the racing thoughts.
I was on the verge of psychotic break last night. PTSD flasbacks occuring at breakneck speed and the unbearable pain of being alive. I wanted to end it all. ALL. And nobody cared about me.
Maybe in a few days I'll experience that as an illusion and recognize it in my heart for what it is- a sinister, seductive voice that only adds to my pain, offering me nothing in return. Death is literally NOTHING.
(((((cactus)))))) you are wonderful and I would miss you dearly
-Ll
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