Posted by B2chica on November 1, 2007, at 7:42:33
In reply to Re: struggling w T caring » B2chica, posted by Dory on October 31, 2007, at 20:34:17
the thought of that look, makes me feel about 2" tall.
mine was a bit different but felt the same. my look (also as good as a smack on the head). i'd usually get it Before i'd say anything...that's why i rarely talked. which would make her smile and then talk for me.
and later on, the look usually meant she was twisting things in her mind again...(you little liar, you like to make up lies so people think i'm a terrible mother, i don't know what you'd do if you actually had a bad mother)...ya...i wonder.
that look id get mostly around my dad...she wouldn't even show that rage around my brother. so only my dad and i knew what she could REALLY be like. her look lasting 5 seconds could bring on 12 different kinds of shame, guilt for breathing and feeling worthless and completely invalid.
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