Posted by RealMe on October 14, 2007, at 20:55:52
In reply to Re: Let a Little Bit Out- » RealMe, posted by Poet on October 14, 2007, at 18:17:43
My T has never done that, started the next session where we left off. He leaves it to me to start things, and sometimes I get into stuff right away and sometimes not until the end of the session. He thinks that for now it is good that I am starting to feel comfortable with him and not so angry. He knows, though, that I will be angry again, and that helps that he has not left me thinking I can never be angry like my T right before him, the one I got rid of. Sometimes what was urgent on my mind on Friday is no longer so urgent. I know that he thinks we need to explore more my work as he thinks I am having residual effects from the persons I see. All of them are either violent physically or sexually, or if they are females, they have a most horrible history of abuse, neglect, and you name it.
Last week when I said my past seemed so far away and as if it was a movie I was watching (my way of not feeling), he made a comment about how I had such a horrible life growing up, and I made a face and said it wasn't that bad. He rolled his eyes as it is true, things were pretty bad from day one or actually before I was born. He also wants me to think of some good things in my life. Most of the good times, though, I was playing by myself. So how good was that??? I have to think harder.
RealMe
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