Posted by B2chica on October 8, 2007, at 8:36:57
In reply to Re: How's it going B2?, posted by rskontos on October 7, 2007, at 20:16:21
thanks for thinking of me you two.
i REALLY appreciate it. i kinda need it too.i've been a little 'off' these last few days. it's like i'm not feelin 'real'.
i'm not sure if i'm dissociated or not.
i feel a bit like teen, but not the anger/rage stuff. just immature (heck maybe that's just really me?haha) but saturday i dyed my hair...it's almost black now. and painted my nails (toes and hands) dark blue. im not entirely sure i completely remember doing it. (the nails). just feeling kinda 'out of it'. and i'm feeling the need to wear all rings and bracelets and stuff...i normally don't wear them to work. but i am....i kinda feel like i'm going in and out. so i don't know how attentive i'll be on the boards this week.
i want to read much more but cant keep focus either.i see T tomorrow.
i;m glad. i had a suicide dream this weekend. kinda scared me. but it was actually teen doing it right after i see T. so i getting kinda worried to go see T tomorrow...right after the dream i wanted to call up and cancel appt. but i know that not going to help me any. and i'm so fuzzy and laidback today that i'm not at all worried about S. risk.Thank you both.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:787114
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