Posted by rskontos on October 1, 2007, at 15:14:23
In reply to Hey » Cecilia, posted by muffled on October 1, 2007, at 13:18:35
Muffled you are right about that memory thing. I tried twice to force them and got physically ill. It was like I hit a wall literally. I had to lie down for 30 minutes. It was Friday and Thursday this happened and I have been depressed since I didnot understand what happened. I guess the inner voices are not ready for me to let them out. So they blocked me in a big way. So I must wait until I am ready. Which may never be but because of some great people here I feel better now than I did this morning. So Cecilia, I understand where you are trying but sometimes no matter how hard you try it doesn't work and you need to keep on living. You were born and you are a beautiful person. I know you are! You are worth a million bucks. So believe it. It is the depression talking and that is ok I have been there even today. But hang in there ok, you are worth it. I am worth it, we are all worth it. rk
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