Posted by Poet on September 28, 2007, at 10:22:34
In reply to Re: Retraumatized, CSA Trigger » Poet, posted by RealMe on September 24, 2007, at 20:06:59
I did write something, but couldn't even bring myself to drop and dash it, but I haven't torn it up so maybe next week. Uh huh, sure.
What we did talk about was that contact with my brother upsets me. I handle him better on the rare occassions he is at my house because that is my territory. Going to my parents house (duplex they are in half, HE is in the other half) provokes anxiety because that is his territory and where it all happened. T says that I should tell my parents that it upsets me how he has trashed (which he has) his flat and that I will only come over for holidays. In other words I will not pick my mother up to take her shopping. I suppose she could stand on the sidewalk, but she's 80. I just don't see how this would work.
I need to keep tapping and I will keep writing and maybe next week I will hand it to her and run.
Poet
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