Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 2, 2007, at 17:46:14
ever.
i just took a klonopin. i hope it kicks in soon.
scary so scary.
life can change so quickly.
i have no future, and everything i do or think is poisoned by mental illness. can't escape it. can't run away from it. nothing i can do, nothing i can't do.
just sit by and watch it like a spectator, consuming me?
don't know how to fight any more. today i did all the right things and still feel so so so dangerous.
safeguards in place, but i have no intention of calling T.
i should resign from babble. i should just give it up. maybe it's time to cut it out of my life and devote my hours to the home and garden network.
the reciprocating saws will be my buddies, and the diy spackling kits will be my constant companions as i drift between here and there in semi incoherence.
poster:LlurpsieNoodle
thread:773600
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