Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 29, 2007, at 20:23:05
In reply to Re: update on Llurpsie 1pm » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by Honore on July 27, 2007, at 16:55:34
> Don't forget that your presence, no matter what your state of mind-- just your presence-- is important to me, and I think to many others here. That doesn't suck away good energy, but gives it-- even if you're in a terrible place, which is awful and seems endless (although it isn't) and which any of us would want to relieve-- your being here is always something good--
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> I can't explain why, but your words are a good thing, despite the despair or futility or craziness that they sometimes give expression to. It may not make sense or be reasonable to you, but presence is something that has so much value.
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> And of course I'm very glad your pdoc was more responsive, and that your T was able to feel for, and perhaps to some small extent, with you. That promises a lot for the future-- which will come, even if time sometimes is overwhelmingly stopped, or heavy now. And maybe the change in meds will make that difference much sooner than you expect.
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> Honore(((((((((((Honore))))))))))))
I wish I could cry on someone's shoulder things are so tough right now. I want the meds to kick in and stay there. not disappear after a few hours. it's mean mean trick to feel better one moment and dizzy/sick/nauseous/suicidal the next.honore. friend
=Ll
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