Posted by B2chica on July 23, 2007, at 11:15:49
In reply to EMDR is some intense stuff * last part trigger*, posted by slugdoo on July 20, 2007, at 17:05:04
> Well that feeling I felt went back to when I was much younger maybe 4 or 5 when she used to take daddy long legs spiders and rip off some of their legs and made them walk. She used to laugh and warned me she would do that to me when I was bad.
> can you imagine the fear I must have felt and I wanted to save the spiders from her. I felt so sorry for the crippled spiders.i'm so sorry for this memory Sl. it's such a scary memory.
my brother used to do stuff like that (with hidden/not so hidden threats to me). except he'd pull off all but one of their legs so they really couldn't go anywhere. he's sit on me and make me watch. sometimes he'd put the helpless bug on my back...
..i'd cry when he'd do it....i don't know if it was more for the bugs or more for me....he so often made me feel like those bugs, with one leg. in a way, he treated me just like those bugs. he pulled off my legs too...making me helpless, no where i could run. he was such an angry child.
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