Posted by muffled on July 19, 2007, at 21:57:13
In reply to losing my mind ***si triggers***, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 19, 2007, at 20:07:28
LL you've had MANY changes in the last whiles.
MANY.
Course you freaked some. Try and give yourself a bit of a break.
Can you make a new safe place in your house or yard?
Can you come to my non stimulating cave? Where its warm quiet, dim, safe. You can breath there, good air there.Its mostly a place of nothingness, where you can tone down, and even if you kinda dissoced out, its OK there, its a good place to be.
I don't fit in in my neighborhood really either, so I just keep to myself.
Just try and remember, that you got good backing w/p-doc etc, that you've made it thru crazy times before, and you can again, cuz this WILL pass, the intensity will ease.
Can you call your old T at all?or mebbe thats not kosher?
You can learn coping stuff, if I the dumbo can, you will too. You can get your meds tweaked to what works best for you. Some measure of peace will eventually return.
If stuff gets too hard, have you checked re: which hosps are best round there? Sometimes, if its any decent hosp, well, its a break to stabilize meds. Sorta a safe zone too in some ways...
Oz got good things to say.
You take care.
I can sit beside you in the cave, if you don't wanto be alone. We can just sit and know its OK, just for now, its OK. We are OK.
Then if you can be calmer, we can go to the mossy place by the stream (its very safe there too, cuz I made it up(T helped) and I don't let no bad in there EVER)we can play on the moss, and look for friendly critters like frogs and stuff. We can make dams in the stream, and float sticks on it too. Maybe make leaf boats too.
Take care,
Muffled
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