Posted by Happyflower on June 12, 2007, at 7:01:57
In reply to Re: Okay, I tried to stay away ** *triggers***, posted by confuzyq on June 12, 2007, at 2:38:00
Hi confuzyq, (love your name),
I am honored you came out of lurkland to post to me last night.
I guess maybe I should clarify, I am not just talking about babble,I am talking about all my life with babble included.Yes there has been some babblers who have helped me a great deal and I will be forever grateful.
But things have changed, and I don't feel very well liked. I want to walk away but it is hard after 2+ years.
It is also mirroring my real day to day life too. I want to walk away and start a new, but I can't, I am trapped right now.
I just want to give up, I have fought so hard to overcome stuff, I feel I have given quite a battle, but now I just want to retreat and take cover. Life just feels very overwhelming right now, and it just feels like nobody either cares or understands here or anywhere in my life. I feel alone. I say that is what I want is to be left alone, but really I just want someone to really care. Someone real.
poster:Happyflower
thread:762539
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070612/msgs/762589.html