Posted by susan47 on May 30, 2007, at 23:24:27
ti don't know ...
I really don't know.
I know it sounds strange.
Weird.
Susan47's very Weird. Spooky,
freaked-out,
not understanding anybody, but pretending to, by assuming everyone else's identity and Imagining what it would be like, imagining I'm You and You're me ... thinking that, oh what the hell, like maybe she could make a difference.
This middle-aged old broad, this floozy-on-drugs, offends a lot of people. She (that's me, really) is sorry.
Really, truly sorry.
She sits at the keyboard pounding away words, just getting it all out, and she's sorry when she brings people down.
I just hope y'all can understand that I have a big Imagination.
I like to pretend, to play with words and emotions and pretend that I'm Somebody, like y'all ...
Like y'all... I like to pretend, too.I know it sounds kind of manic.
I know it sounds pretentious to some people, too. I know I sound that way sometimes, high-and-ohsofucking effing Mighty .. mighty mouse, a little mighty mouse, Mighty Mousie Me.
Hah.
Life effing Sucks sometimes, there's no two fr*gging effing ways about It. T*t it. Itititititit. It.
F*ck.
Excuse me.
I'm sorry. Okay? I'm just so effing sorry, Sorry for offending Y'all.
poster:susan47
thread:760478
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070525/msgs/760478.html