Posted by gazo on April 16, 2007, at 14:18:50
saw my T today. Not sure what to think. DOn't feel it really did much of anything, didn't leave with the usual jolt. i dunno... we didn't get into anything big or interesting either. talked about why i was mad at my pdoc.. and he answered questions i had in my last letter to him. He did ask about what i meant by self destructive behaviours but i wasn't able to answer him... then we talked a bit about my needing him to ask me questions.. and sometimes be specific. He said he was concerned about pushing me too hard too fast.
i'm torn between wanting him to just ask me about stuff, so i can just say it... and not wanting to talk about stuff with him because i don't trust him yet.
it doesn't make sense and i feel pressured from both sides.
i am liking him a lot though. He's more human with me than my last T. He laughs and just talks more. It does make me more at ease.
i still haven't gotten around to changing the meds. It's a long way to the pharmacy. i can see a big nap coming on. Low mood.
down down doobie-doo down :o(
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