Posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 18:08:33
i swear, sometimes i could just smack him. we are too much alike. i love him like family, i've been with him 10yrs, but d*mn he makes me mad. It was just one of those days with him. He was running behind schedule, and was in his type A personality mode.
Most of the time he is great with me, and then there are times i want to throttle him. Today was throttle day. i dunno. i feel like he wanted to be all cerebral, all facts no feeling.. but i am very caught up in feelings... and i am very very irritable. We clash when i am like that.
he wants to change my meds and i want him to get bent. i tossed the scripts on the floor of the car somewhere.
he was very pleased that iwas happy with my new T, but he was very oppositional about things i had to say about what i thought about therapy or what i want to get out of it. It was like he was playing devil's advocate about everything. i was very frustrated.
don't get me wrong. he's an awesome pdoc, and i really like him. Just not a good day with him today. A lot of that is probably just me.
i am all over the place and i couldn't process.
he was less than happy with the problems in my mood and thinking. i know he worries about me. He's afraid i'm going to end up dead ina ditch. with good reason sadly.
sometimes he really aggrivates my stubborn streak.
i'm in such a bad mood. grrrrr.
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