Posted by scratchpad on April 4, 2007, at 13:38:26
In reply to Re: trigger, posted by Dinah on April 4, 2007, at 13:19:37
> he called back and tried to calm me down. i guess he wasn't somewhere where he could talk to someone sobbing and hyperventilating. ti didn't help much.
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> he's going to see me this evening. i'm not sure i should drive tho. husband is picking up son but won't be home in time to drive me there.
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> i guess qutitting is better than killing myself but i'll lose my medical benefits and my therapist so maybe killing myself is better.
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> but i don't have to decide right now. spoke to boss while i was in hysterics and he sent me to lie down and relax for a while. i think i'll do that. i feel sleepy as well as dizzy and sick fro hyperventilating.((((Dinah))) I think that quitting is better than any other choice if working creates this kind of acute stress. You haven't given yourself a break since, well, forever. (Since I've known you, at least.) I hope your sleep serves to bring you some peace. Perhaps one possibility would be to work someplace else? Flexible work hours and pro-rated benefits are much more common now than they used to be.
Take care, Dinah.
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