Posted by Happyflower on March 25, 2007, at 19:22:19
In reply to Re: want to join me in the Happyflower Dance of Sp, posted by LadyBug on March 25, 2007, at 18:21:29
Hi Ladybug,
Sorry you are sick, colds are not fun. Is it a coughing fever thing? My kids both have had them going on 2 weeks.
No, not really mood swings, maybe spring fever, feeling a little bored with my life. I miss my gardening and I feel it is getting close, but not close enough due to our weather.
I guess my dance is about there comes a time in life, after going through so much crap , that I don't want to take it anymore from anyone. Some pretend to be friends, but yet they aren't happy when you are doing well because misery loves company, and I am not miserable anymore. But instead of wishing the best to me and being happy for me, they want to tear me down to their level. I guess I have had enough.
It is amazing how clear I see people now, I am learning who my real friends are. Everyone wants friends to support them, and luckey in real life I have some and even in Babbleland. Therapy had given me so much, I am so greatful. I hope to give to others what my T has given to me. So I am happy, really happy. But I will take a stand anyone who wants to ruin it, tear me down, I just won't let them. When I was a small child, I had no choice about it, now I do.
I am thinking of volunteering for some organzations to help others because I want others to have the chance to change their lives too. People we don't need to be slaves to our past, we can move forward with some help, and do great things.
I remember years ago when I was first married and was so happy, my husband was treating me so well, well nobody wanted to hear about how happy I was. It was like if I didn't bitch like the others about their spouses, then I didn't fit in. Well now I have good reason to complain, but I am not going to, but I am going to move forward in my plan for independence.
Someday I hope to meet someone who wants a happyflower, but for now I am just just going to work on myself getting stronger for me. Thanks why I am dancing, and I don't how, but I am anyways.
poster:Happyflower
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