Posted by scentedgarden on March 8, 2007, at 8:22:38
In reply to Sometimes on babble......, posted by Iwillsurvive on March 6, 2007, at 23:18:06
Thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im crying reading what you have written.. but dont worry as they are good cool healing tears... because all that you said in that wee post makes so much good sense...OH thank you (((iws))) !!!!
you truly are one amazing woman!!!!!!so kind and honest... and caring... I wish i knew you in real life... i wish i knew lots of you on here in real life.... The pain is so great at times... the elephant on the chest thing.... and i just break down and cry... My GP said that my reaction to therapy ending is not a normal response from a patient...!!!!! I donno what planet he lives on but it ain't planet therapy lol hahaha.... If he only knew how much we love them our long term therapist mummy's and sister's and even fantasy lovers in my case... IF he only knew...eh? IF he had a look on these boards and saw how much pain lots of people experience from the healing relationship with their therapists.. anyway thats the UK for you... I told you all before that its not a big deal in this country YET!!!And so I sat outside his office until it was dark and all the doctor and nusrs and patients had all gone and i was there alone and crying in my car feeling as though i was in a dream, a bad dream, and that id like to be dead... it was very sad... I cant believe how much it is all effecting me... !! BUt my GP thinks its a challenge for me... to go to the next step in life... But when will the pain go away??? Thats a question i dont expect an answer to, im just saying it thats all....---- anyway thanks so much Muff>>> I just figured out who you were!!! from Happyflowers comment above!!! And then of course when i read your post i knew it was you..I love your new name!!! I never thought muffled was you at all...you have never struck me as being muffled... but it was a very cute name... all furry & soft to touch like a cuddly soft toy in my mind... but I like this new name its strong and grown up, and defineately not childish to me...it says im a grown up and i know myself and im strong....!!! thats just my 2 cents worth to you today....Thanks for the sharing of your wonderful and kind thoughts!!! If i had the power id invite everyone here to the UK to my home for a huge summer party !!!!!!! I'd love that so much as i have not any close friends right now really... HUgs sg
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