Posted by wishingstar on February 24, 2007, at 19:41:38
In reply to Re: useless rambling... long.. *triggers* » wishingstar, posted by Poet on February 24, 2007, at 17:24:51
Thanks poet...
Adderall is one of those drugs that works within an hour or so. A lot of college students abuse it to help them focus and study, for example. The very first day I took it I felt like I was high, but its been a slow decline since then. I didnt take it this afternoon, and dont feel any different than when I was. But I see my pdoc on Wed.
About the job.. unfortunately, I dont really know when I'll be able to start setting my own schedule. As I get more comfortable, and new cases appear, I'll take them. So even though I know it wont be more than a few weeks, theres so definite date for me to look towards. If there was, I think it'd be a little bit easier...
You know what I really need.. this will sound wacky given how much I hated it last time.. but I just want to be admitted for a few days. I have no delusions that theyre going to nurture me or take care of me there (they wont). I just need the break. I need to not have to fight to be safe all the time. I need to have some real time to talk to my dr about this meds situation. But that isnt going to happen.
Whine whine whine. I just dont know what to do. I dont know how to help myself anymore.
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