Posted by wishingstar on February 7, 2007, at 18:14:33
In reply to Re: Struggling with getting appts » bent, posted by wishingstar on February 7, 2007, at 16:53:48
I know people probably wont agree with this... I'm going to tell Ginny tomorrow and I'm sure she wont either... but...
I've decided to give myself permission to SI for the next week or two. Not solely because I wont be going to therapy, although that's part of it. I have too much going on, not enough support, too much stress, too much pain, and I just cant handle it all at once while trying to start a new job. I cant. So at least while Ginny isnt around, I'm giving myself permission. It seems like the better of several options right now.
Its been about two months but I broke down tonight after a major sewing-machine related frustration and cut myself. Without using unnecessary details, I'll just say I didnt do it the way I usually would, and this "new" way seems to be less damaging... so I guess thats a positive, if there is anything positive at all about it at all.
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