Posted by frida on January 28, 2007, at 11:51:30
In reply to Re: Has your therapist ever.? -very long - sex tri, posted by Scentedgarden on January 28, 2007, at 7:55:46
Scentedgarden,
I just wanted to say I've read your post...and I am sending you support through all this.
I wish it didn't hurt so much. I can understand part of it because I am deeply attached to my T, but I see her as a mother. I wish she were my mommy and I fantasize about her as a mother that will come and hold me and stroke my hair, and hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok..and tell me she loves me..I too have given her a lot of gifts and she blends the boundaries for me quite a bit.
i understand deep attachment, and I can't imagine not having my T in my life.I know sharing all you have shared here with your T is so hard and difficult. But maybe you can start a little smaller, and at least let her know you are hurting? She might be able to help you...Maybe you can let her know you are hurting, and you are struggling with feelings for her? at least start small and see where that takes you? I think going through your next sessions without telling her anything and hiding how you truly feel and just pretending you are ok will be very painful for you..
I know you feel scared of telling her all this..but maybe if you set yourself a smaller goal you can tell her a little so she could help you find some relief to it?I wish I could help more,you are hurting so much, I wish you could find some relief to this soon...
sending you support,
Frida
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