Posted by muffled on January 25, 2007, at 13:41:49
In reply to what keeps you going? **suicide trigger, posted by wishingstar on January 25, 2007, at 12:58:44
Beauty.
The wonderous amazing complexity to be found in nature.
A spiders web, ice cersyals, a flower. I look real close and marvel at how it all works and the intricasy and amazingness of it all.
Sometimes I will walk in the less desirable parts of town, and sometimes talk to a street person if it seems they want to chat (giving them a smoke(ONE only) is a wonderful gift to them, sometimes I just buy a pack(get a lighter too) and walk around offering them to people, its a good conversation starter) And sometimes the stories I hear break my heart, but they go on anyways these people. And when they give you a smile, cuz they happy to have had a chat, my heart sings, cuz they have given to me, and I have given to them. I dunno. Its special anyways...
And of course my kids.
hope you come out of this pit soon :(
takecare,
muffled
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