Posted by sunnydays on January 15, 2007, at 22:58:29
I see my T soon (finally! it's been a month!) and I'm worried. What if he's different? What if he's mad at me for calling him that one time during vacation? What if he's mad at me for emailing him too much? What if he just doesn't care about me anymore?
I'm scared. I keep picturing in my mind that when I walk in he would just hug me and let me cry, but I know that won't happen (he wouldn't hug me, at least not without me asking, and I don't know if he would or not if I asked). Please I hope so much he's the same. I know this post doesn't make any sense, but my head and emotions are a confusing mess right now. I cried myself to sleep last night because I thought he might not care about me anymore. But he will, right? I just hope he's not mad or anything.
sunnydays
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