Posted by muffled on January 2, 2007, at 22:05:46
In reply to maybe i'm just making up memories, posted by youngaddict on January 2, 2007, at 20:12:26
> ok. this is my first time saying this outloud. or writing. whatever. i sometimes have these uneasy feelings that deal with sexual things. i can't read the "sex" parts in books, I get uneasy with sex talk..etc...sometimes i wonder if something happened to me when iw as younger? or am i making it up? what is wrong with me? why can't i remember anything?
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> is it possible that its just my head playing tricks on me. i am a drug addict too so maybe its the drugs.**Hey is your name muffled????!!!
Don't sweat bout thinking there's SOMEthing. There may be, there may not. But if there's something to be known, it WILL make itself known eventually one way or another.
LOts of people are uncomfortable bout sex.
So PLEASE don't get yourself all tied up in knots bout it.
Kids perceive things VERY differently than adults, so it may be hard to ever know whats gone on in our childhood, if anything.
And sick though it may be, abuse of one kind or another(not just sexual) is sadly very common. So there could be other things in play here.
I'm sorry you had a slip there. 28 days is AMAZING. And since you been off that long, physical withdrawl should be easier. You can do it again. Its hard, but doable.
And your T was proly not so much mad, as sad. But you can move ahead from this.
And looking at the WHY of slips is important, cuz then you can work at avoiding or changing etc, what caused the slip in the first place.
So its OK, your OK.
Take care,
Muffled
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