Posted by ElaineM on October 30, 2006, at 17:46:57
In reply to Re: trying to know, knowing I don't, posted by frida on October 29, 2006, at 19:52:32
Thanks for your support Frida. It's true. I know he's not a T. He's a bit of T, a bit of a friend, and then a bit of all the other people his words and actions sometimes remind me of. But it's hard :( Today he almost took me to the ER because of my stomach. I was too scared to go though. But I was lying on the couch and I kept wincing in pain, and sorta moaning, and he said I looked pale and tired, and he focused on me for two hours. Didn't mention any of his stuff once. Talked about helping me with getting better medical help. Wants to speak to new ones for me..... :") .... :'( But that makes him more like a friend, or something else.
I want a T. But I also need a helper. I wish I had both. *sigh* I feel like I'm reaching some breaking point - and I can't tell if it's my body or my mind that's worse.Thanks for caring.
poster:ElaineM
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