Posted by muffled on September 20, 2006, at 22:12:56
There seems to be alot of that going around...irregardless of what our lives have been perhaps....
Worthlessness
Leperousness
Shedding our badness
That we bad or evil
That we tainted or disgusting
That we are not worthy of anything
That we are stupid
That we are less than human.
I say we only in that these are all things that I have said bout myself but have notices others saying too.
Well, I STARTING to understand, well maybe logically I am understanding that I am not these things. And sometimes I really start to beleive it.
Then I go flying back to ther familiar 'I am a piece of sh*t', 'I shouldn't expect...', WHY does my T stick with me, why hasn't she dumped me yet?' etc etc.
I read others posts like this and I want to scream to the poster 'YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE NOT DEFECTIVE", cuz I KNOW they are not.
Why in the world is it SO hard to beleive that in our own selves...
:-(
poster:muffled
thread:687789
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