Posted by muffled on August 28, 2006, at 22:30:55
In reply to Re: Today, posted by frida on August 28, 2006, at 22:01:09
I could say stuff.
But others have said it.
My dam telephone/internet was down, just got fixed today.
Just read this today.Now.
Scarey.
But the thing that leapt out at me out of this is HOW absolutely amazing and kind and brave and determined you are.
OMG, I would be so paralyzed.
I think in the grand scheme of life, that there's a job for you to do, once you have gotten things in your life together.
You have so much to offer.
To help others.
You are so amazing.
And horrible though this whole thing is, you are learning SO much.
And kindly allowing us to join you in this journey.
And already helping others who are undoubtedtly reading your posts, but too afraid to say anything.
Your life is hard right now.
But thru this you will be able to help SO many people in future.
I can feel this is a strong gift that you have.
I send you hugs, and I am with you all the way.
You are so NOT disgusting, you are AMAZING.
I'm so, so sorry bout your T.
It does sound as if he has some issues which are beyond what you can help him with at this time.
Proly the best thing may be for you guys to not see each other for awhile. No contact in any way.
There seems to be some kindness in him, he just needs help from someone more qualified.
And if he proves obsessive, it would be helpful to have a qualified T on your side.
The woman you have contacted sounds wonderful really.
Let her help you. Let her help you find someone. Its ok to lean on people a bit sometimes when you've got nowhere else to turn.
Wish I could do more.
Dunno where you live, and you are wise to keep your privacy on the internet.
Your amazing El.
Please don't hesitate to post and let us know whats happening.
Muffled
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