Posted by ElaineM on July 1, 2006, at 21:33:31
In reply to muffled, posted by ElaineM on July 1, 2006, at 9:37:29
oh god, I know no one's probably around now. I don't know what to do! what am i going to do. My sis was here and we hung out, and watched a movie, and i even ate a regular piece of pizza, and then she told me that it came out that our brother had a big drug blowout, and our parents freaked, and he admitted he's been using coke daily for 2.5 years, and meth!!! And he was screaming and going crazy and said he'd never do rehab and that everyone in the family makes him worse. and he's always high. And they just found out Thurs.
And i don't remember everything. oh god, she said so much. I don't remember it all. why is this happening. She said no one knows what to do or say. How do you change someone's mind like that? you can't, can you?! why is this happening. I dont' know what to do.
and I called my t's cell and he didn't pick up! Which he never does. It's not even a client line. It's his personal number, and he always tells me to call it. but he's not picking up. I left a message like 2hours ago. why hasn't he called. what do i do! I don't know what to say to help fix stuff, to help everyone. I want my T to tell me. i want him to come and get me. I took some ativan though I'm not really supposed to. but i can't calm down. why isn't he calling. is he just not going to, or is this normal times for T's. I keep staring at the phone like it will make it ring. once i even picked it up like a freak to make sure it was still working! I'm going to explode or something. maybe he's not back yet. I don't know if I should call his house line. i don't know if it's normal for a client to call his house. who will answer. what can i do?
poster:ElaineM
thread:662694
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