Posted by scentedgarden on June 13, 2006, at 5:44:34
In reply to Re: My desire2 make love2 her..., posted by Karolina on June 12, 2006, at 23:45:36
Hi Karolina... Thx for writing back to me. Yeah i never thought of it that way before..a kind of a rush!!! But for sure the tension is very thick at times in the air!!
I think we are supposed to learn to trust our instincts as humans and i really think she finds me attractive even although she says she's straight...anyway I won't go into all that now, I just wanted to thank you for replying again, and for taking your time to understand and share...
...Before I go I just want to say I wonder if the rush.....is the love in the room, just a thought....I really hate therapy sometimes because of the boundaries...if only i had thos strong boundaries when i was a child, i wouldn't be in this position...
... in love with a professional woman who simply cannot hug... kiss... or F**k me ever ever ever... and I say all that in the nicest possible meaning of those adjectives... sometimes when you have very strong feelings for a person, and you feel love in your heart fro them you do want to simply and beautifully src*w their brains out... to satisfy them and leave them gasping for air, and wnating you more!! lol ...mmmmmnn ....big sigh!!
P.s. hope no-one is offended by my vivid writing, I don't mean any offense, these are words I am longing to say to my Therapist and so doing it here is the next best thing right now... but if anyone doesnt like it i do offer my sincere apologies...I'm kind of new here and don't know the limits, and i'm naturally a very open and up front person...
I know i WROTE THIS POST TO KAROLINA, BUT i ALSO KNOW TONS OTHERS READ IT WHO NEVER POST BACK OR WHO ARENT A MEMBER... SO TO EVERYONE...I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND I'M SHARING MY DEEPEST DESIRES RIGHT NOW WITH ALL YOU FOLKS!! HOW CRAZY IS THAT!! LOL take care everyone... and thanks for all your kind wishes with my affairs of the heart, you guys are kool!!!
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