Posted by Larry Hoover on June 9, 2006, at 9:26:07
In reply to my chest hurts, posted by cmsdphx on June 5, 2006, at 6:17:39
> I cant take it anymore, i cant eat, cant sleep, im depressed all the time, my life sucks, i m lonely, no one loves me or even cares if i am depressed. i hide in my house, i hate going anywhere, my own family doesnt even care about what i am going through, my husband hates me, i am worthless, stupid, fat, ugly, and a waste of human flesh. why was i even born? i think about suicide all the time and ho easy it would be to swollow a bunch of pills and never wake up, or just walkin g out my front door to never be seen or heard from again.
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>Oh, I am so sorry. The dreaded "nobody answered my post" feeling.
I had so much going on that day, I just couldn't possibly say something to you, that day. And then I couldn't find your post amidst all the other "already opened" files. I knew there was a post that I could really speak to, but I couldn't find it again! Until you posted once more, to your own thread. I got back, now, to what my life prevented me from getting to, a few days back.
To all posters on this board: If you have a post that just seems to be lying there, unnoticed, but you're looking for being noticed, then Please! post again, to that very same thread. But a new flag on it, even though it's old. Bring the attention back. Please?
To cmsdphx: I won't even begin to try and pronounce that. I hope you don't mind. I'd like to keep my computer keyboard dry.
I am so glad you posted. I am so glad you posted here. I don't think there's a better collection of humans anywhere in the world, than right here.
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I have tears welling over so I can't hardly keep typing.
The idea to go to Al-Anon is a really good idea. Just be warned of one thing. Like any assembly of people, each meetingplace tends to attract a certain flavour of people. Each meeting is unique. If you go to an Al-Anon meeting, and you don't get that, "Oh, my God, they really *do* understand!" feeling, go to a different meeting. 12-step meetings are like different restaurants. You can't get chinese food at a pizza joint.
I don't know if you do hugs, but you are the lucky recipient of Lar's Own Patented CyBearHug®:
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{cmsdphx}}}}}}}}}}}}}It's a heck of a lot easier to hug than it is to say.
;-)
Lar
poster:Larry Hoover
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