Posted by happyflower on May 24, 2006, at 12:06:53
In reply to Re: Why I freaked out and needed my T ***triggers, posted by B2chica on May 24, 2006, at 11:46:46
Thanks B2 as always you help me so much. My aunt thought she could "fix" the relationship between me and my mom. I am not afraid of my aunt, she is just doing what she believes is the best. She knows how afraid I am of her and all she could say is that God will keep me safe from harm. Well God didn't keep me safe growing up with that monster in my life (my mom). Yeah, maybe I am alive, but I what I went through was like a concentration camp.
But my aunt thinks I am the one with the problem because God says you should respect and obey your parents and always forgive. Well I guess I will go to hell, because I don't ever want to be in the same room as my mother.
I hope my T does call, I know he is out of the office this morning, so hopefully it will this afternoon. Even though everyone thinks he is such a jerk, but he can help me, he has before. But it will be harder to ask him for help.
I just wish my nightmare would end. I don't feel strong, but thanks anyways, for the kind words. I feel quite wilted lately.
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