Posted by B2chica on May 2, 2006, at 8:57:43
In reply to Re: I HATE THERPY!!! » B2chica, posted by fairywings on April 28, 2006, at 16:19:52
i think the miscommunication is directly related to my frustration over the whole thing.
i think about the disclosure she had best intentions. i think she thought that if i knew a little about her background that maybe it would make me feel more comfortable to open up to her...that she would undrstand and all.
i think the relationiship reminds me of my very first T. i felt uncomfortable going, just couldn't get things out and when i did felf VERy uncomfotable doing so and afterwards felt awful that i did, also not able to ask for what i need.
i ended up in his bathroom with a bottle of pills down my throat...i guess i just remember those feelings and am afraid. i don't want to go there again.
after our sessions on wednesday i feel horrible, thurs, friday and sat i dwell on issues beyond belief, sunday i start to feel a little better, monday i start to resolve and by tuesday i feel ok, then...yep back to her and emotional rollercoaster. i just don't like that. i don't know if it's worth the turmoil it causes me.sorry to babble on.
thanks (((FW)))b2c.
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