Posted by muffled on April 27, 2006, at 9:31:02
So I so way f*cked.
The bad inside won't go away.
Least my I. Kid and The Screamer are BOTH in my cave.
So thats cool. I think I. kid's gonna try and help the Screamer.
Way cool.
Nastys just beating on me and i trying not to listen.
My T is so sweet and nice that nasty just stays away from her.
My T thinks I'm nice, but she don't know Nasty.
Mebbe I should just let Nasty show itself so she can understand.
But then I afraid T will run away.
But I don't know what to do bout Nasty.
So I want T
to understand.
But I like my T too, so I also wanto protect her.
So I dunno if I can let Nasty be, cuz my protective instincts would keep Nasty away.
So Nasty and T never meet, and T never understand bout Nasty.
I dunno.
I useless these days.
Everbody strugglin and I got nuttin to say.
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
I so selfish.
Just hope everbody do ok.
Its so hard sometimes.
But I don't feel pain, just confusion, so I got it easy.
Just the confusion sucks.
Sorry for everyones pain.
I care.
Just kinda lost right now.
Sorry.
Muffled, muffly, Screamer, and Nasty says FUCKITALL cuz its all f*cked.
Franchesca, a ray of sweetness and beauty in the darkness. A gift.
So goto deal with the badness.
Yeah, I know what to do.
Sigh.
Mebbe not so bad really, sometimes its a mere nothing...
How to kill nasty w/o taking myownself out? Hmmmm?
Now I got business to attend to.
It'll be better soon.
I hope.
poster:muffled
thread:637437
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