Posted by B2chica on April 21, 2006, at 12:43:09
ok...ii've been dwelling and dwelling on the subject of my T for quite some time and i've finally decided to act. i just keep wondering if my T is really going to do anything for me. i had session wed and it went well, i even shared a poem with her but she kept asking me to explain it...and my gut reaction is i don't explain it you just feel it...but i was nice and tried to explain...anyway, after the session she said well i thought this was a really good session...i just kept thinking well, nice i'm glad i entertained you for an hour... yes i'm a bit irritable. but anyway, i just keep asking what am i getting from it. with old T i would leave with new insight or things to think about, or would allow me to think and prompt new needs for next week...but i don't now.
ANYWAY, i've grabbed the old phone book and started hunting again, i've got two appt next week. one with a female and one with a male. yes i know my old T really encouraged me the female cuz of some of my issues but today...i'm such a dumb @ss sometimes. i called the guy T's office and was taken off guard when he answered his own phone, i kept stuttering my words..he probably thinks i have slight mental retardation after our phone conversation, but he was funny and really nice. it's weird but i almost felt releif just talking with him on the phone. i CAN'T hellp it! i'm just SOOOO much more comfortable talking to guys.anyway. i'm trying again and i wanted to let you all know...i'll keep you updated on what's going on.
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thread:635530
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